Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Nothing new, nothing interesting.

I spent my evening at the funeral home. It's been a sad day.

Summer school is a waste of time. I'd rather be at the pool or the lake.

Funeral tomorrow, another sad day.

Plans for Wednesday: hopefully things will look up and start to become a little better, a little easier.

Almost Lovers

"Almost Lovers"- A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never
Ever forget these images
No

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do



This song reminds me of my first and only "love" thus far in my life. It's been a long time and I still feel the same as the day it ended. :(

My First "Official" Blog!!!!

This is exciting, my first blog spot!!

Normally, I would not create a page solely for me to pour out my thoughts and emotions. However, I've learned, for me, sometimes the best way to get through or understand situations is to simply right them down. So to all those blog haters, I apologize I'll do my best to make it interesting and less melodramatic.

Well what do I write about today? How do I start this off? Ah, I know. I'll fill you in on who I am and how I came to the decision to make a blog spot!

If you've never met me, my name is Karah. I'm not an extravagant person, even though sometimes I wish to be. I'm just a typical college student with basically no life, no job, and an enormous amount of debt due to my college funds. Seems depressing, but it's not. I'm very optimistic... my college degree will pay those debts off. My greatest debt, however, has already been paid... by the blood of my wonderful Savior, Jesus Christ, on a cross a little over 2000 years ago. If you have a debt that's unpaid... he will gladly take your burden. LET HIM!

This blog came about in a random round about way. I keep a journal and I was like what the heck it's basically the same thing. I've kept a journal for seven years, since I was thirteen, and with technology taking over everything this seems like a good way to keep it going.

Warning to those who read: My life is hectic...weird and dramatic things are always happening. I'm opinionated and no opinion is ment to degrad your own personal opinion, it's just my thoughts. I ask if you feel you won't be able to keep up or be understanding to my thoughts and emotions take this blog spot with a grain of salt....

May God Bless and Keep You All.... Till Next Time!!!

Karah Beth